He Who Cannot Be Named

Emotions

everybody seeks love, acceptance and happiness. some ppl mistake one for another.

but... this is an old story.

posted by Vrolfak @ 12:20 PM 9 Comments

Things Away

Time passes by and life goes on.

I am not in love.

it did not hurt. demo*, I still go on walking, leaving only my foot trace behind me, no one walks by my side, there are some tracks a little off to the sides, but no tracks really by the side, no one to hold hands with, no one to talk with, no one to open to.

Not that i open easilly to others, 'cause i do not.

Demo... i wish there was someone close enough to at least look in the ayes and smile knowing that everything will be alright in the end. no... not even that. not even the false security of happier times ahead. no illusion of happines around the corners. no thought of love to be found, long time without any of those.

I cannot wish anymore, for wishes are erased of memory like writhings on the beach sand when the wave comes and erases it.

I cannot dream anymore, for dreams always stay as dreams as long as you keep dreaming.

I cannot run any faster, for without bearing i won't get anywhere but run in circles getting tired.

I will not believe in mirages, they always disapear when getting closer.

I will not believe empty words of promises to be had when spoken from empty mouths.

Yes, yours is an empty mouth, it does not matter if you think otherwise, it IS empty.

every mouth is empty, and the very few mouths that are not, are wise enough to keep quiet, for they know that the answer is not in their words..... savy?

I care not what you think or say, for every phrase written is witten with pun or smite in them. i also detect some anger in them, for someting you think you want from/with me, will not be. please stop it. It is somehitng you THINK you want. not something that really is. no not you, sorry..... yeah you. the other one.

until next we meet, fare well and god's speed.


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*Japanese for "but"

posted by Vrolfak @ 9:21 PM 5 Comments